In these times that are growing ever darker it is easy to feel like nothing we do is making a difference, and the energy to fight waning. So how can we resist while ensuring we are still able to live and thrive at the same time? Why is self care, self love and fellowship so important? And what do those things mean when it comes to how we handle fear and despair? Meli explores these questions through her’s and her family’s own experiences at Sunnyhill and through the lens of speculative fiction which has often proven to be a prophetic, and hopeful answer in dark times.